Tuesday, May 27, 2008 9:24 PM
Today was not a good day for me too.. i and my D had a little fight this morning. and i told my D that i need time to be alone, so i have my time than. but being alone is like you are lost in this world. and im not gonna be alone anymore cause i can't get use. im so attached to my D. and im so happy being with her.So from 9am - 6pm i have my time alone. guess what i do?? nothing. lying down and kept thinking bout her and wondering what she's doing. and wonder if she got think of me or not. than i decide to look at our safe box. it full of memories. there so much stuff in it. out of sudden my tears started to roll down on my face.. i did miss my D so much. and i dont want to be alone. i dont need my time alone. i need you D.Finally i did fatch her at bus stop without her knowing i surprise her. and the first thing she do is hug me and say that she was sorry bout thing happen this morning. and she cry in the bus. i wiped it. and i tell her that im sorry too for having my time alone and being unreasonable. thing work out at last... so we back on track again.DEARIED, im really sorry if i done wrong thing today. i hope you forgive me. all i want from you D is not to be stress, take one thing at the time. im always by your side D. always... and forever be. i dont wanna lose you D. and i want you to listen to me and i want you to be happy. i never leave you D. i dont want my time alone again, i just want you. dont worry bout mama D. i teman mama tomorrow and make her happy to the MAX. your mum is my mum too.. i love you both.Love Aidil.
