Tuesday, June 10, 2008 9:18 PM
im home now infront of you my computer, today at pasir ris sleeping over my sister house. cause tomorrow working at tamp. so it nearby from here. now im have mixed feeling. well, i have nothing much to talk about what happen today as everything when well for us.Message to my dearie..D, i know today you not feeling well, and i did touch your forehead to feel is it hot or not. and yes it hot. mean that you going to have a fever soon. i really worried about you alot D. and i even get more worried when you sick. i know you have a long day at school.and when you reached home also u have something to do.. i pity you D.D, i read your entry about you said that you wanna change for the better. and you even say that "i think its pointless to be thinking abt what I want all the time." dont say that D. you always think about others first untill you forget about yourself. i belive in you that you can change D. i have faith in you D, i will give my support for you. take time to change for better D. dont rush into things.im always here for you.
So i need to change for better in life too. i need to be more understanding in life. and be more patience. there's alot for me to change. and im gonna make it. give me your hand and you will see...dearie, i know there something about me you dont like and you always want me to be more understanding.. D, i promise you i will do my best and be the real men. trust me, no more empty promises.and i hope you will keep to our pact.dont hang the phone on me, dont angry with me and dont do thing that i dont like. together we change for better. it take two hand to clap. i just want you to know that i dont have anyone else to turn to but only you. you are everything to me D. i love you alot more than anything... heart you."Di bawah langit biru aku bersumpahDiriku tanpamu apa artinya cintaArti cinta ini sudah menelan waktukuSiang malam hanya untuk pikirkan muSejuta kali aku berani bersumpahDiriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta..."Aidil.. ps: Get well soon.
