Thursday, July 24, 2008 5:06 PM
=HALF-BAKED SHASHA=sigh.im so lifeless this week.
im losing momentum in my work and home issues.
its like all i wanna do is lay down and rot. yeah.
I've tried to be optimistic but its tough.
I've got so many payments to be settled and im so clueless on how and when I'll be able to get it cleared.I WISH I WAS A FALLEN LEAF SO THAT I'LL BE SWEPT AWAY BY THE WIND AND CARELESS WHERE LIFE TAKES ME!i have not been spending much quality time with mamaQOO. she is so lonely. im going home a have a good chat with her later and that is a promise alright!?im gonna put a smile on my face and tell her cheerful stories. i also wanna start saving up for rainy days cause i can't depend on others to give me a helping hand all the time (except B). i wanna stand on my own 2 feet and be independent like my mama. i hope my problems will be resolved soon. i don't wanna suffer from brain damage for thinking too much about things. lol. oh wellies, im going picnic later with B. yum yum to cereals. whoopies. hearts B tons.zons.
it always feel like home when im with him.
shasha
