Tuesday, July 8, 2008 12:59 PM
-Tuesday blues-
my mood seems to vary every single minute.
im confusing myself.
simple things, im making it complicated.
sigh.
why?
im keeping too much from myself.
always end up staring into space.
masking a fake smile on my face all the time so mama doesn't throw questions at me.
im wounded but only B knows.
i want to mend it.
my old habits..i need to kick them away!
i wanna be a free bird and just let lose.
i wanna be fearless and bold!
Even if the world turns her attention away from me..
i know that B will hold my hand and remind me im never alone