Monday, September 15, 2008 7:51 PM
HATEFUL MONDAY
im feeling empty and feeling like crap at the moment.
i hate my dad for shouting at me over the phone
and i hate the fact that i still have many bills and problems to resolve!
NEVER NEVER ending!
fuck fuck shit fuck la.
i could not control my emotions just now that i had to rush to the toilet
and cry my heart out while having tuition.
hate the fact that my problems seem to ALWAYS pour in when its close to RAYA.
like why?!?!
i seriously have no fuck mood to celebrate raya
and i hate the fact that its not going to be
a good raya for US again.
ARE WE ON THE RIGHT TRACK?!?
sometimes i don't get why raya have to be sooooooooooo glamourous.
like isn't it a day for seeking forgiveness?
so why are we adorning ourself from head to toe?
why are we flaunting? what are we trying to prove?
you may think im a dumb dumb but i think i wanna visit the old folks and ophanage
this year. maybe on the 3rd day of raya.
but i need to find out how i do visit them?
hmmm like how do i do that?!?!
B you gotta help me on this one.
MESSAGE TO RAY
RAY RAY! LEELU LOVES YOU FOR BRING FISH&CHIPS FOR ME.
HEARTS YOU LOTS!
MESSAGE TO B
thank you so much for rushing down from wrok to meet me at the library just now.
i really needed to be on ur shoulders and sorry for blowing my mucus on your jacket.
giggles.
your effort has moved a mountain :)
i love you bestie.
shasha
