Monday, November 17, 2008 9:11 PM
rak-ka-roony!i know my pictures are always with my bby sister. it has been heaps long since we snap pics together. pardon me of the nicknames i give my sisters. its weird cos we are so use to calling each other "leelu, ray and rak" that trying to call each other by our real names, makes us tougue-tied. im sorry for crying over the phone last saturday and not meeting u and ray to the Wawa's birthday party rak. leelu had a breakdown. i needed to sort things out and be alone for awhile. i know its not rite to break promise and i can't help but feel remorseful about it. i let wawa down too. sigh. i don't know how 
to make it up to you gals. really. i am not even sure if i have been there for you much at all. Leelu promise to try she darn best to be strong and stay optimistic about things. i want to stay happy always. BABYLICIOUSLY U!B, I realised i have very self-centered here. blogging about me and more of me. i've left you out. im sorry.gosh. i miss it when you use to stay at my place. you brought laughter and joy in my house. its all gone now that you are not here. i still remember sitting with my siblings, you and mama in the living room chatting away. sigh. i miss you. we have to snap more pictures together. like REALLY! :) i miss you being my photographer. :] baby, you have put on weight already eh?? notty! eat la eat some more. i like this old pic of you. giggles. i remember how cautious you were about what you consume back then. now, everything also WHACK! FB. after the chat we had yesterday, i realised that i have wronged you about being unfaithful. i won't in a million years again assume or jump into conclusion. lets treat each other well. i hope we can have a trip to school together tomorrow ya? im looking forward to it. breakfast in school? giggles. 
MOVE-ALONG AND BEAT IT.my goal for this week is to spend more time with my mummy and make sure she is not alone. hmmm. i've been neglecting her for many days already cos of mybreakdown. so no more of this nonsense and start doing whats right. i can do it and I MUST! i do not want to looking weak and defeated anymore. i came this far. i overcomed many obstacles in my life why stop and surrender now rite? PLUS, i wanna do well in my quizes. till then, im going to head for my books now. "WHERES'S MY NINJA HEAD BAND?".erika
rak-ka-roony!
to make it up to you gals. really. i am not even sure if i have been there for you much at all. Leelu promise to try she darn best to be strong and stay optimistic about things. i want to stay happy always. BABYLICIOUSLY U!