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Friday, November 14, 2008 5:03 PM


upside down L.I.F.E

its friday and im at home glooming away.
im reflecting and reflecting continuously and can't stop thinking
how my Life can be so pathetic.
i really hate blabbering about how sucky my life is.
but i just realise how empty my social circle is
pathetic
i have friends who find me
a bore
a weirdo
a naggy Queen
i tried confining in them
but it still doesn't makes me feel good inside
i wish there was someone out there
who feels the same way and knows how to comfort me
without me prompting
im just too tired protecting everyone's feelings
doing right things and behaving well to please EVERYONE
when i do something wrong (which obviously can't beat what they did to me),
i get chided and left outcasted
17 yrs already im feeling like this
aslkfhsadjfkjg SHIT!
i wish i could just sew up my mouth
ARGH
i just don't want to talk to anyone


-deadSoul-










dear diary.




What if you took a nap and during that nap,
You dreamt!
And what if In your dream,
You went up to heaven!
While you were there, You plucked a strange and beautiful flower. And What if you woke up and found that you had that flower in you hand?
Ah, what then?



I need you.


“need some gifts?”
“yes!”


without a single word.


Just a small town girl living in big dreams and hopes

went away.


BBY-Ross
BBY-Ray
Azy
shafik
Idah
Debbie
CK
Munting
RIRI
Aishah
LadyDice
gina
Chun
Joanne
Mida
Yati
Maxine
BIMBOmeez
fateen
naney
Ary
RAWR!
Kate
rachell
Jac
Rai
Kurt
Maizura
Emily