Monday, December 8, 2008 1:42 PM
DYING SOULsometimes i feel i am being very selfish to myself
cause i am being too committed with being in a relationship
that i have neglected everyone else around me
it just feels that i have forsakened them
in thinking that
HE would keep to his promises and I could prove everyone else
the power of love and how wrong they were about US
WHAT DID I GET MYSELF INTO?
MESSAGE TO FRIENDSmy friends my dearest friends
(i'm not sure if i am still fit to call you that anymore)
those who used to listen to all my whinings but still supported and showered me with
endless love and praises
to you
im deeply SORRY
i know that all that you ever wanted to do was to look out for me
and ensuring that i was never hurt in anyway
i have misued your trust and i am going to be indebted with this guilt for the longest time
i cannot undo what has been done for i can only face the music now
i wannan save this last for words in thanking you for not
forgetting me and i am greatly sorry for not replying your message
i know you meant well meant
i do miss and love you
and our memories still lingers in my mind
you were and still are my BEST FRIEND in my heart
i am gong through 1 hella emotional ride and there is completely NO one i can
call my companion to hear me out
the wall is all i have actually!
the happiness that i am seeking for is not coming
i got myself in this plaque-ky situation
i just have to brace myself
and untangle this mess myself
i am not sure how that is possible but i know i can
once again
BUDDY im sorry
take care
and you will ace in whatever you do
you will definitely will not get yourself involved in my kindda situation
you are a smarty gal
strive for the best
:)
-deads0ul-
DYING SOUL