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Monday, January 19, 2009 12:43 PM

SICK AND TIRED!
i dunno if its me or him
seriously
i am pretty sure i have made myself very clear
that i was not to be blamed for the mess
that he and my parents created
now he wants me to clean this shit?!
like wtf?
if he really wants this relationship to work out
shouldn't he have the balls to meet my parents?
nah, its his nature to backout
i guess
yeah im sucha a fool
its only now did i realise it
he wants me to stand up for him to my parents
when i clearly told him that i have done that ALREADY!
and that they are not mad at him anymore
just a simple apology and we would have been on track again
BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
he wants me to work this shit out!
f.u.c.k
seriously
crying on the phone and stuff??
wth??
i should be crying for having sucha sissfied boyfriend
dun you dare blame me for this shit
MEN
they are not the bravest creatures in this world
thats one thing i have learnt
as for today
listen clearly
i will clear your name with my parents
but between US
hmm
wait is there even a "US" in the picture!??!
nah
you are a pure liar
stay this way aidil!
stay cos you will never get better
i always thought you are sucha ladies-man
but WOW you gave me an eye-opener scene yesterday
i picked, protected and loved you
but you took me for granted
if i can't change you
maybe i have not moved you
and maybe it was not even love in the first place


dear diary.




What if you took a nap and during that nap,
You dreamt!
And what if In your dream,
You went up to heaven!
While you were there, You plucked a strange and beautiful flower. And What if you woke up and found that you had that flower in you hand?
Ah, what then?



I need you.


“need some gifts?”
“yes!”


without a single word.


Just a small town girl living in big dreams and hopes

went away.


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