Saturday, February 21, 2009 3:08 PM
im so exhausted these few days. I do have sufficient rest but my eyes are always pleading me to have them shut! or am i just too mentally drained? i went to the pasar today and throughout the entire journey, i was in my blank state. its like i refuse to think about any shit or reflect on anything. I hope this not what emo people do everyday. ITS DULL AND LIFELESS MATE! i am going gym later with B. well i hope that works out. i want to have a flat tummy and toned one to be exact like "Fergie". Her Bod is not scary k! its nice. must show some muscles la then people know i exercise. giggles. I not in the mood to open my Mcomp Book and start revising. I will do that later. I am confident that i can get all my calculation revision done by midnight. ^_^ Mathematics is my sorta thing ya know. giggles. i get jiggy when i see all those figures! *coughs cough*...RIGHT! so i have decided to work at the student care for a meantime and tutor some classes of Primary 6 Kiddos. If that is not going to cover my expenses, I have to get another Job. I can do it! :) Gotta help ray and rak in helping mama out with some finance stuff, save for my rainy days and pamper myself abit. I have not thought of what i should get myself..LIKE FOREVER!! I mean it. some people will be like "im so going to get that top/shoe/cammy/etc" i never told myself that EVER!! so when i have my own cash, im giving myself a treat to something. I miss being my old self with B! im giving him this alienated attitude this few weeks and he is trying to absorb all the nonsense i throw at him. sigh! stop it eh SHASHA :( Im sorry B. i just do not know why myself. im trying to stay happy. I will continue trying.
shasha
