Sunday, March 29, 2009 7:18 PM
LETS SING A SAD SONG AND DROWN IN THE POOL
Life is fragile and we just have to make the best out of it sometimes.My puffy eyes are making me sleepy and besides the fact, actually i haven't been sleeping well. wait wait i did not sleep the whole night yesterday.
So, a little news flash about My Pathetic Life :
Aidil and I ARE FRIENDS NOW. A break is what we need?? my feelings are still 100% the same for him but i cannot let him in cause dishonesty and the little act he did. Imagination runs wild in the female species. Don't guys get that? You should not just say its NOTHING!! Prove it. Have i seen any prove? Not a single one. All i got was "I will change and be your guardian angle."...Huh?? That's all? So i have to wait for miracles again. What am I going to do with my Life? i am no sure it feels right and i still can't get the stupid image of the "Disgusting outing scene or so called friend confiding a friend moment with him and ****".
Farah, although i do not know you at all i already hate you.If I see you down the street, I'll smash it!
I need a angel to guide my way. Where are you? I feel so broken inside. I can't make this feeling go away. 2 strangers who came into my life and both tore my heart out. It is so easy for them to take everything so lightly and they can't even see through my "Pretending Happy" mask. I am exhausted with where my life is heading.
Hey all girl friends out there..i think i really need a shoulder to cry on and someone REAL to me to talk too. Thanks Ray and Rak for sticking out for me.
