What i am thinking right now?
wellies, im having a new set of feelings
butterflying in my tummy
things are making sense now im still hestitating though
its not a good feeling but im not breakdown like i would like before
why?
why?
are my wounds healing?
is that it?
gosh
where is that LOVE DOCTOR?
check this heart of mine and tell me
"why am i feeling numby numby inside? im supppose to be aching still right?!!"
reality must have knocked me DAMN hard

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anyways, im encountering a dizzy spell at the moment
must be due the stress my UNCLE is giving me
DAMN him
when you need money
wow!!
you will be at my house in a flash
but when it is time to return back the cash

YOU START HIDING YOUR FACE FROM US!
hate this kindda people
i have met many of them
NONE OF YOU PEEPS EVER CHANGE!
do you think taking advantage of others, feel great??
don't you have any sense of remorse??
geeeehhhhh
I am still keeping my fingers cross that i hear from him tomorrow
if not, I WILL GO TO HIS HOUSE
now its between me and him