Sunday, April 19, 2009 10:23 PM
SCAR-Papa Roach-
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'caues you came around
Why don't just go home
'Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is
[Chorus]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I could say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I could say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I tear my open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tear my heart open, sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
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no more of this.
no more.
i will only destroy myself
and let those people who have put so much hope in me
i have to face reality and step up
god has other plan installed for me
what is it,
i must stay strong
lonely or not
hurt or not
i have to endure them all
being upset
whats the use?
when all this time
it was nothing
but a one-sided affair
i am being to hard on myself
am i?
this is my last emo moment people
giggles
i want to stick to my list
and try to seek happiness
if he can
i can right?
I'm not a BBY gal anymore
time will heal me
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MESSAGE TO MY LOVE ONES
i am not going to start listing everyone here
you know who you are
your messages and meet ups with me
to comfort me when i fell and when i was at my lowest point in my life
have moved me
thank you so very much
if it wasn't for any of you,
i would have fallen into a deep pit and never got out
LOVE enclosed me and shunned me away from all of you
but you guys still stood there
awaiting for my return and welcomed me back wholeheartedly
seeing me
hurting myself and doing fool things
and my stubbornness to face reality
must have made many of you piss
but STILL you were there to comfort me
thank you
thank you
i love every single one of you
and guess what??
shasha has learnt her "LESSON"
i will fix myself
:)
oh on the last note,
those LADS
who thinks you know me and him TOO well during our days together,
GET A FUCKED UP LIFE
you don't know me
and please
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open up your "pretty" eyelined eyes
cos your dubs or SPIDERMAN
has shared too much with me
so if you think i bad-mouthed about you alot
well, DOLL, so did your spidey!!
but im keeping it with me
:)
something for me to laugh at when i am bored
giggles
start counting your blessings
they might be outnumbered!!
SCAR