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Wednesday, July 21, 2010 9:53 PM

Men. You say you don't need them but when left in an empty shell, you yearn for their company. Everyone has their share of contradiction issues.

I have met many men in my life and many peeps have been telling me that I have been acting coldly towards them lately. It not that i enjoy doing it but its them who opened my eyes and allowed me to picture that sometimes, I can't really do without them. I do not need them to splurge their money on me because I have my own cash. I do not need anyone to tell me where to be and go every single day because I can think for myself. Possessiveness and jealousy. IS IT WORTH AT ALL?? well it killed many of my HAPPY cells thats for sure.


I just felt like INTRODUCING some of them I have met over the years. I am gonna sound like a Loser dating them right now but you know what?? I have learnt way much more than I ever knew.

BOY A:
Dated him and we had been in a 2 year relationship. I was young and naive. VERY NAIVE AND BLIND. His sweet-talks swept me off my feet all the time. I was (what you would call) a fool in love. He was definitely my first love and the only one who really knew all my dark secrets that I have deserted in the closet. He made me feel light and comfortable in my own skin. I had my share of imperfection in the relationship and I am not angry at him anymore. He have his set of problems at the moment and I kind of sympathize with him. BUT buddy, you always run away from it so its about time you set up the game man!

BOY B:
He is definitely the brightest of them lot despite him being 3 years my junior. We cliqued due to our common perceptions life. However, we had other differences. Like, he is into the music and party and kindda materialized person. I am rather slacked and reserved. However, it was him who sewed my heart back after I was crashed and burnt from my first love. It was easy for me to be around him. Our ending was abrupt due to change of heart.

BOY C:
nothing much to say about this one. He was a typical mat.Nothing good comes out from this one. He was a lost kind. Might still be in his lost state I think.

BOY D:
We claim we are good friends but clearly speaking i doubt it. He only remember of my existence when he has difficulties. Either then that I am THAT invisible.

BOY E:
He claims he does not go for outer beauty and all that crap but it all proves he is a pure jerk. I HATE EGOIST MEN!

BOY F:
He got my all confused till now. I am not sure of his motives but I am not falling for it.



Anyway, Men, they are such a headache. Damn i wanna adopt a kid.






dear diary.




What if you took a nap and during that nap,
You dreamt!
And what if In your dream,
You went up to heaven!
While you were there, You plucked a strange and beautiful flower. And What if you woke up and found that you had that flower in you hand?
Ah, what then?



I need you.


“need some gifts?”
“yes!”


without a single word.


Just a small town girl living in big dreams and hopes

went away.


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